Happy Happy Land!! :D L-M-Buns-O

Writing letters two my two bestest friends at 3 in the morning and I can still cry!! :( I love you...

Thu, 09 Jun 2011 06:49:01 -0400

Writing letters two my two bestest friends at 3 in the morning and I can still cry!! :(

I love you two so much, there is no way to express all the feelings of love for you two. :) <3

Why?!?!

Sun, 22 May 2011 02:56:41 -0400

Why must someone as happy as me, always think of ending my life? I even plan things out accordingly for it to happen but I usually change my mind. Why must those negative thoughts pop in my head? WHY!?!?! Everything is going great, not as planned but still wonderful none the less…..these thoughts don’t seem to stop, what can I do to end all of this nonsense?

I thought you were a coward, but I thought wrong. It was the fact that she said yes to go with you,...

Sun, 22 May 2011 02:52:21 -0400

I thought you were a coward, but I thought wrong. It was the fact that she said yes to go with you, and now I’m left hanging. Oh well!!! :P I don’t need a date to look good :D

Forget youuuu!!!

Fri, 06 May 2011 23:23:00 -0400

I want to talk to you because I want to get to know you. Talking to you makes my day, but it seems like its not mutual, I could keep trying but I’m tired. I’m just going to let things go there way. If you want to ignore me, go ahead.

Am I not giving you enough hints? Is there a false message implied? I don’t know what’s wrong and it doesn’t seem like I can find out. You don’t want to talk to me, that’s what you’re showing me.

well then like C lo green says it “fuck you”

See ya! according to people I know, you missed out man, on a friend.

We’ll see how it goes!!!!

Am I being nervous? or do I have a tummy ache? :D I CAN’T TELL LOL

Fri, 01 Apr 2011 03:39:16 -0400

Am I being nervous? or do I have a tummy ache? :D I CAN’T TELL LOL

Crossing my fingers!!

Fri, 01 Apr 2011 03:30:39 -0400

I can’t believe it, I actually did what I wanted for the first time in my life. It may be a stupid decision in the end but maybe not. :) I hope its not. :) REALLY REALLY HOPE SO!!!

nvm

Sun, 27 Mar 2011 04:01:42 -0400

I don’t think I’ll be doing my hw tonight. too tired. :P from SDSU APSA HSC!!! :)

It was so awesome!! :) ♥

WHACKO

Sat, 26 Mar 2011 00:41:51 -0400

You come across my mind constantly. When I see you, we pass each other like strangers. I’ve added you on Facebook and yet we don’t have a past. We’re suppose to “reconnect” on Facebook what the hell have you been up to? Apparently not using your resources very well. Too bad, so sad. For me, I want to talk to you, get to know you, curiosity kills and yet I don’t care. You’re someone I want to be friends with, although it seems like we have nothing in common, you’ll never know until you find out. I may be the loud and crazy one, but there is always a side no one ever gets the chance to know because people think I’m weird. I honestly hope that you’re not one of them. Maybe you’re shy? I don’t know, but let me know. We’ve talked before, we just never had a deep conversation. :|

Oh well right? by the end of this year, we’ll both go our separate ways. There seems to be no chance that I’ll see you after high school. So bye, see you when we acknowledge each others presence.

SEE'S CANDY FUNDRAISER!!!

Sun, 20 Mar 2011 23:06:47 -0400

DO YOU WANT TO BUY SEE’S CANDY? And help out Mira Mesa High School’s AVID program? PLEASE BUY SOME!!! Please contact me and I will hook you up!! :) Please and thank you for reading this post. :)

Aida Cast! ♥

Sun, 20 Mar 2011 03:17:24 -0400

For those of you who participated in the musical, I greatly appreciate all the courage, strength and support. I would have never been able to receive the honor of meeting every single one of your fabulous people. ♥

I will always love you all, and remember the days when our rehearsals were the times we spent together. :)

AIDA MUSICAL TICKET UPDATE

Thu, 17 Mar 2011 01:39:43 -0400

I HAVE ONE MORE TICKET TO SELL!! DARN!! :| Just one more for tomorrow’s musical performance. its only $8, for those who went before you are totally wanting to go again!! PLEASE come and watch me perform in my first ever school theatrical production!! :) ♥

Scars

Wed, 16 Mar 2011 21:56:50 -0400

Everyone has scars, it may not be visible but we all have it. Some may get scars at an early age, and others shall not until they mature into an adult.

Why do I have so many external scars? I’m so clumsy, that’s probably why or maybe its just the way I was suppose to live. Hurt and getting minor injuries rather than major injuries. Who knows why? I surely don’t.

All Nighter

Mon, 14 Mar 2011 07:32:43 -0400

Wow, first time going intense and actually pulling an all- nighter. :P

First time I haven’t slept when I said I was going to pull and all nighter. Lets see… what hw shall I do next :P

Major Tumbling!! :)

Fri, 11 Mar 2011 00:16:03 -0500

Today during our performance, I step on something and it pierced my skin. It hurt like a *bleep*. I did not realize it was bleeding until after I had finished my scene :P FAIL!!! and now its hard to walk around, wonderful!! :| Hope I’m able to perform at least!! limping around doesn’t seem like a bad idea, someone needs to be injured, not everyone at the camp should be perfectly normal. :) as long as my voice is alright, I don’t care how badly bruised or injured I am, I’m going to work it like anyone else without an injury!!! :) WOOO

Tell me to break a leg!! :P ♥

Massages

Fri, 11 Mar 2011 00:12:27 -0500

OMG!! back massages are so wonderful!!! instead of having a massage train we should have a massaging circle :) so everyone is in on the massaging and everyone gets a massage. :)

TRYING IT TOMORROW maybe after our performance? or before? Who knows? :D

Music

Fri, 11 Mar 2011 00:07:11 -0500

I’ve been listening to one song over and over again, in the end its not even a song I like. I just listening to it to get the words in my head, and some how they aren’t sticking!!! :|

OR Should I do this one? :D

Sun, 27 Feb 2011 02:56:45 -0500

TEN DAY ALL ABOUT YOU CHALLENGE

Day 1: List your first and last name. List your birthday and your favorite year celebrating it.

Day 2: Write five things that not many people know about you.

Day 3: Create a list of your favorite things to do when you’re off from school.

Day 4: Write your outlook on drugs and alcohol.

Day 5: Discuss how you feel about homosexuals.

Day 6: Tell your followers how you do your makeup.

Day 7: Write about the person that means to most to you.

Day 8: Write your favorite book or movie and explain why.

Day 9: Describe your favorite outfit.

Day 10: Vent. About Anything. Let it all out.

Should I do this?

Sun, 27 Feb 2011 02:56:04 -0500

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts.

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Day 04 - A picture of your night.

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.

Day 06 - A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you’re afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.

Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.

Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.

Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.

Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.

Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half’.

Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.

Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.

Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.

Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.

Day 41 - A picture of your pet.

Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.

Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.

Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.

Day 45 - A picture of your room.

Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.

Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.

Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.

Day 49 - A picture of where you live.

Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.

Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.

Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.

Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.

Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.

Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.

Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.

Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.

Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.

Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.

Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about

Totally just messed up my sleep schedule

Sun, 27 Feb 2011 02:12:12 -0500

Feel like a total fatty, ate at like 3 something for lunch, and slept at 4pm til 10:30….. 6 hour nap…. technically a nap? :D

decisions

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 01:18:39 -0500

Should I get sleep? or should I do AP Gov’t hw when I’m so tired….. I have a quiz on the readings tomorrow…

I guess I should probably read then. :P